Down - Dead Crown, Dead Crown feat. DaBoiJ

On and on

My mind’s a clock that just never stops

Been down for six weeks

Count the hours of sleep I never got

Ask me one time I’ll say («I'm doing fine»)

Ask me two times I’ll say («I'm doing fine»)

Third time you know’s a fuckin' lie

Hurt myself just to come alive

Everyday I awake, take a drink, numb the pain

Drop a note, make it rain, but you know shit be fake

Buy a gun, hold it tight, keep it on my bedside

Pull the trigger, say goodnight, yo, what the fuck is this?

I ain’t sick motherfucker, but I can’t get outta bed

You ever feel that barrel get close too your head?

Forget what I said, forget what I meant

Forget bein' alive, I’d rather be dead, what?

(Always down, always down)

Always down and can’t seem to look up

I’m all I have to blame

(I'm all I have to blame)

Everyday I feel something different

But it all just stays the same

I’ll say I’m doing fine

But I’ll never be okay

What, what?

(On and on, my mind’s…)

On and on

My mind’s a clock that just never stops

Been down for six weeks

Count the hours of sleep I never got

Ask me one time I’ll say («I'm doing fine»)

Ask me two times I’ll say («I'm doing fine»)

Third time you know’s a fuckin' lie

Hurt myself just to come alive

Man, I been down like underground

No Tony Hawk sittin' in the park while it’s dark, nigga fucked up

Fuck fame, money, and bitches, I’m fucked up

The definition of failure, nigga, tough luck

Jaded and all I want is my enemies apart

Blank face, blunt mouthed wit' a empty heart

Feel like I’m stuck in the sea and all I see is the sharks

Can’t run away from the pain when all you see is the dark

Stuck in the game, mind gone insane

From the thangs that I got but it’s anger and pain

All that I’ll gain when I get to the top

Feelin' the highs to get from the lows

I’ll never escape that’s just how it goes

Takin' a dose to warm when you froze

Numb from the pain, I feel like a ghost

Focus so I’ll never fold, but paranoia’s got a hold

Haters keep me on my toes, this fuckin' game is gettin' old

Depression’s tryna burn me, gotta get up off the stove

Ain’t tryna be another fuckin' dead failure story told

(Always down, always down)

Always down and can’t seem to look up

I’m all I have to blame

(I'm all I have to blame)

Everyday I feel something different

But it all just stays the same, yeah