Imperfect - Cxrpse

Could explain

How much I hate myself

Nothing fucking matters

Anyway

I might jus take myself

Out

Hit myself with the old yeller

Cuz lately I been feeling

So depressed under the weather

Everybody been making me

Feel worthless

Beginning the end but

Either way i’m still working

Thought we had something

But i guess it’s not worth it

So everybodys happy

In this stalemate but

Im hurting

Damn

Ain’t it a shame

How we throw blame

We fuck each other’s brains

Scream then feel the throat pain

Overdosing

And

Blowing the cocaine

I spent the summer drugged

Out

So i had to go drain

The way i’m feeling

Cuz you couldn’t imagine it

Thoughts of suicide

Because I couldn’t manage it

Had to step away

And take a look where my passion is

College dropout

But still a high school graduate

And then i ask

Are you proud of me mom

Are you proud of me dad

Am I proud that im sad

Fuck no

If it was up to me

Id never be mad

Never feel any way

Always glad to be glad

But

Life don’t work that way

You gotta work everyday

To secure that place

Uh

And don’t hurt that face

Go to the sink and splash

Some water

You deserve that day

Basically I always struggled with depression

It always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson

I’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing

Leave the past in the past

It’s time to focus on the present