Uncertainty - Counterparts

Though I look forward to my future, just know I’m scared to

death.

After all is said and done, I won’t have a clue what to do next.

Will I

struggle to find the answer?

Will I take an easy way out?

Or will I find the

strength inside to carry on?

My greatest fear is amounting to nothing.

I

fucking hate the fact that I feel no sense of security.

But more importantly, I

hate the fact that I can’t confide in myself.

It feels like nothing good will

stay, unless I stay the same.

I need to find a way to dissolve the uncertainty.

This is who I am, and this is who I’ll always be.

I refuse to be afraid, of

something I don’t know to be true.

I need to pick myself back up, I need to

find a way to keep all the worry from head.

Before it sends me to an early

grave.

I refuse to let fear define me.