Love and Pride - Comaniac

I used to hear them say

There is a sacred place

A holy man reigning his land

A ride to go to paradise

But all I live to see is pain and misery

They say it will make me strong if I fall on my knees, no

I was born innocent

But I‘m absorbed in thought

They call me a daydreamer

And ask for all what they have taught

No surprise I hate society because they despise

There is nothing more exhausting than to scorn and socialize

Inject venom armageddon

Wake the undead for their lie is revealed

The stories of humanity

Stagnate for centuries

They go round and round

No accession

Legend heaven is a lie

I have my evil thoughts

I’m tired of all the plans

Tired of living, tired of standing on buried lands

I have no will

I can’t fit in that form you are giving me

You say it will make me strong if I beg on my knees

The weight of the world is on you

You can 't take the pain and you can’t take the cure

The weight of the world is on you

You can’t kill the pain and you can’t sue the devil for cure

Suicide, suicide I only lived to die

I used to hear myself say

This life is worth a try

But now I see things differently

I see no hope and wonder why

Black man, black soul under this cold black riven coat

Black clouds, black walls my last words

Suicide, suicide, suicide note