Not Ok - Clara Mae

I opened the door, know you be sleeping

I lay down with you if you only knew

Where I have been, what I’ve been up to

It would kill you, yeah

As soon as you wake I have to say it

And tell you 'bout him, let it sink in

Want you to know it didn’t mean anything, no

Nothing to me, no

I don’t know why I did what I did

I followed him home

I don’t know why I did what I did

But it felt like a good idea at the moment

And it felt like a good idea just to hold him

For one night

I say, I say it’s okay

If you want me gone I’m on my way

I say it’s okay, hey

I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

It would be okay, but we’re not okay

You’re looking at me like I’m a stranger

You pack up my stuff and calling it off

I sit on the bed screaming, «I'm sorry»

But sorry ain’t enough, no

I don’t know why I did what I did

I followed him home

I don’t know why I did what I did

But it felt like a good idea at the moment

And it felt like a good idea just to hold him

For one night

I say, I say it’s okay

If you want me gone I’m on my way

I say it’s okay, hey

I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

It would be okay, but we’re not okay

I say, I say it’s okay

If you want me gone I’m on my way

I say it’s okay, hey

I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

It would be okay, but we’re not okay

Standing in the hallway

Tried to rub my head from how I ruined all the good things

I go back to bedroom to see if you have changed your mind

But you ask if I would leave soon

I say, I say it’s okay

If you want me gone I’m on my way

I say it’s okay, hey

I know what I’ve done, it’s no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

It would be okay, but we’re not okay ('Cause I’m not)

Ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things, good things

Ruined all the, ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things, good things

Ruined all the, ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things

Ruined all the good things, good things

Ruined all the, ruined all the good things