Haven - City State

I’d carry your pain like it’s paradise

If only to see you one last time

I can’t even think of spending one more night

Reliving the moment I felt your life fade

And I knew there was nothing left for me

(If I had known I would’ve done anything)

I’m fading further from myself

(If I had known would you still be here?)

Your haunting dream is keeping me alive

A chorus of faces suspended in agony

If I call out I know I’ll forget your name

I’d rather bear the weight than let you slip away

Can you forgive me

Or should I bury you further?

Push you further to the back of mind

And forget that night

[Chorus: Duncan Green &

Logan Jahr

As soon as I felt your life fade

I knew there was nothing left for me, for me

If I had known, I would’ve done anything

If I had known, would you still be here?

The last time I held you, we were breaking down

Breaking apart

Why didn’t I know then?

I should’ve known but I couldn’t tell myself

Just beneath the surface

I should’ve given you up, I should’ve let you go

Now I’m just dying to find you

In the dark as I fall apart

I’m just dying to find you within myself

I’ll carry the weight;

the life that you gave

[Chorus: Duncan Green &

Logan Jahr

As soon as I felt your life fade

I knew there was nothing left for me, for me

If I had known, I would’ve done anything

If I had known, would you still be here?

The last time I held you, we were breaking down

The thoughts in my head are not my own

Just going in circles

The curtains are drawn but I’m not alone

Just going in circles