The Battle - Human Drama

Should I remember so well days gone by?

I wonder what it would take

For I find so little to remember anymore

Someone else’s lies keep me from trusting your words

Will the hearts left behind rear their ugly heads

Then I find I want to believe what I’m feeling so bad

But what I believe battles what I have seen

Leaves me lying in wait, old wounds start to bleed again

What I believe battles what I have seen

Leaves me lying in wait, old wounds start to bleed

I smell the pillow then fight to untie

Trembling hands and the vision of you by my side

But what I can’t take is when the vision is all that’s left

I stand by the river then try to decide

I look in the mirror still I cannot stop

Wishing and wanting which only waits for my word

How do I step across this fear?

Swallows me whole with no sign of regret

Takes me by the hand

I cannot turn away