Throwaway - Chitra

I’ve been to hell and back you see

I’ve been to purgatory

And I still think that there’s some

Magic in misery

I think I love the in between

Why else would you be here with me

It’s not like you really love me?

It’s not like you’re what I need

So we stand in cold

Holding hands in the snow

It’s warmer being frozen

Than being on your own

We dove way too deep

Moments pass, but they don’t leave

And now I hear your voice in songs

I write in my sleep

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leave anyways

Can you b my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leav anyways

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

Can you be my throwaway?

I count the seven sins I breathe

If it meant you’d stay for a week

But thorny petals tell me

I’m meant too much to seek

Comfort in knowing that I’m free

I stay in purgatory

Knowing that you can’t love me

And feeling incomplete

So we stand in cold

Holding hands in the snow

It’s warmer being frozen

Than being on your own

We dove way too deep

Moments pass, but they don’t leave

And now I hear your voice in songs

I write in my sleep

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?

Someone I call any day

Can you be my throwaway?

These moments pass

They don’t leave

I still hear your voice when I fall asleep

These moments lapse

I’m frozen free

Your skin tastes like poison drinking me

These moments pass

But they don’t leave

I still hear your voice when I fall asleep

These moments lapse

I’m frozen free

Your skin tastes like poison drinking me

Drinking me