Inner Thoughts (Vulnerability) Pt. 2 - Chillinit, Lucy Lucy

I’m afraid, yeah

I’m afraid to fall in love again

Why keep on tryin' just to say goodbye for no reply this time

I’m afraid, yeah

I’m afraid to fall in love again

Hurts to bad when you can’t take back all the things we had this time

I’m afraid, yeah (Yeah)

I’m afraid you’ll fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah

I’m afraid, yeah (Yeah)

I’m afraid you’ll fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah

I feel like death is closer every note

Every letter that I’m penning down is getting close (Hmm)

I got cash, but how my breddas always getting ghosts?

I’m Kevin Owens when I’m bouncing back against the ropes (Hm-mm-mm-mm)

Left hit, double jab, big spliff, not a bag

3−6-5, all the time, I got silly smokes (Hmmm)

6−1-9, call your wife, Rey Mysterio

Get rich, ride, run the vibes, see the dealer go Al Gore (Hmm)

I swear this shit is serial

Medical certificates, and scratching off the serial (Hm-mm-mm-mm)

Keep it vax sealed, and then resealable

This ain’t just some lyrics, matter fact this shit’s believable

Should show 'em out, now I got

I got papers, I got haters watching what I say

My actions always louder in a stronger way

And money’s talking louder on the nights I saw the longer days (Hmm)

Mary Jane, Mary Jane

Thank God, heal the pain

Every night, every day

Every stage, every show

I get paid, every plate

I’m afraid, yeah

I’m afraid to fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah (Hmm)

Three whips when I park the garage

All you rappers wish you were me, but that’s half your facade

Smelling good, bottled up in my park of a barn

One million sprays, and one million in targets to restart (Hmm)

I got presence in the presents that I cherished

But presents that I presented in present, but you never did (Never did)

I just smiled, and provide, but you fine so it’s biased

Say goodbye, Imma slide

Imma let you leave like mm-mm

I’m lifted off the ranker ship

Bank is big, do it like my dad, I give him thanks for this (Hmm)

Now there’s women in my kitchen doin' dishes that don’t even speaking English

But Egyptian with a Spanish mix, I fucked them twice, yeah hahahaha

You left me 'lone, say goodbye, now I’m feelin' like a fuck for life (Hmm,

fuck for life)

And now I wanna fuckin' cry (Fuckin' cry, hm-mm-mm-mm)

I’m afraid, yeah

I’m afraid we’ll fall in love again

It was you and I, not a ending is in sight

I’m afraid, yeah

I’m afraid I’ll never love again

Cause if you’re not mine, then I’ll say goodbye

For the final time tonight