The New England Holiday - Camilla Rhodes

Drowning in the beauty, I wish I didn’t have to think about you anymore

These red cloth petals bleed

I’m whispering goodnight kisses on your cheek

Lately I can’t seem to believe we are the dead

These windows with their promises seem to change the scenery before you fall

asleep

And you’ll never know, although I’ll never your pale face framed by dark hair

And when it feels like rain, put the gun to your head

And when it feels like rain, drive these nails through my wrists

And when it feels like rain, ask me to forgive you

Hey baby, don’t you know, I’m doing alright these days

My blood, your hands

My hands, your throat

I don’t believe in fairy tales any more and this glass casket of borrowed

dreams will only open old wounds yet again

She’s nothing but porcelain underneath her skin

Blessed are the heartless, blessed are you