So Long, So Cold - Bound in Fear, Kyle Medina

You let me drift from the pack

What the fuck do I have to give back?

I begged for mercy as he clenched his fist

But he had none inside left to give me

You’re a little man in a big world

Don’t talk tough

When you hide away at home

I was brought up in the gutter of cowards

Who had to fight for their happiness

Who had to try and make things right

Or what was right at all

Needlessly cutting at my mind

I hold it tight

So I can mend the broken

This torment of mine

It stays inside

Until I die

These leaves fall red

Like the memories

Scolded under my skin

I remember the day

I learnt to fade away

Seems like yesterday

I wasn’t the same

Misunderstood myself

And what had happened to me

I feel guilty for something that wasn’t my fault

So I bleed

I put my trust in you

Said I was safe

Words have meant nothing since that day

You betrayed me

Pain is more

It now eats my heart away

I feel the fears like the cold sting of the wind

Feels as though it goes through me

Empty

Meaningless but yet so much pulls on me

I need a release

Somebody set me free, will I ever be at peace?

Biting the bullet, I will not pray

Every struggle was a lesson learned in the end

Crafted a bitter temper to be laid out of line

Only to come back and bite in time

What do I still have to find inside?

So long, so cold

The past has condemned me

Nothing will change me

Only time will tell what’s buried

Yo

What the fuck is up

You shit talking pussy motherfucker

Bodysnatcher

Bound in Fear

Murder Music

How the fuck you gonna talk shit

When you’re picking up your teeth?

Pussy

Where the fuck you

Gonna run and hide to?

You can’t run from your past

I won’t stop

Until the life leaves your eyes

Eight bullets in the corpse

And three in the head