Disappearer - Born Without Bones

There are times when I can’t erase the rookie mistakes of my past life

In my brothers eyes I see my hopeful lies

I tried, but sometimes it’s too late the magic evaporates

I lie and sometimes I wish I could make myself disappear

I’ll clean up my face

But I can’t be the one who’s pulling the weight

When I get home I get heavy and fall in I’m all in

And you have nothing to say to save me

There are lines that I’ve walked alone that I’ve drawn and crossed in the sand

In my hands, lie in delicate rows the vessels pumping through my veins

Cause we’re the same

Someone throws us the ball and we jump into the game but I must say

The only difference between us is that I know how to play

So clean up your face

Cause I can’t be the one who’s pulling the weight

When I get home I get heavy and fall in I’m all in

And you have nothing to say to save me

Falling, I’m all in now

I wanted to say

You’re breaking waves over me every holiday

Fees like nothing has changed

You don’t know me so well

So I stay away and fall from disgrace

I don’t want to be you I just want to be with you

I don’t want to be you I just want to be with

Don’t want to be you I just wanna be you

I don’t want to be you I just wanna

Clean up my face

Cause I can’t be the one who’s pulling the weight

When I get home I get heavy and fall in, I’m all in

And you have nothing to say, yeah