Retarded Disfigured Clown - Blue October

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes,

lessons learned and gradually surfacing, letting go, striping

naked to scream.

I am not perfect nor do I strive to be.

I am

alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns.

I

am retarded disfigured clown dying to be heard for the simple

art of letting this heavy wall finally fall.

I am an equal being

of no race or colour, a hallucination if you will sneaking into

the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart to a new

rhythm just to feel better.