Black Orchid - Blue October

Have you ever been so lonely

There’s no one there to hold?

Just pull me in or disown me

And then climb inside

My arms are open wide

Have a look inside

It is not that I am scared to learn

Just why I’m empty inside

Just hold my hand or show some concern

If I live or die

My eyes are open wide

Help me look inside

I hear the water drip from the faucet

It’s sweetly falling in tune, oh no

I’m gently closing the closet

And I fall to the floor

And crawl to my room

The thought of ending it soon

Just let me sleep in my room

Hear me cry, cry, cry

Oh, I hear a knock at the front door

Don’t come in

I try to look at you

But I can’t stop shaking

Leave me alone, just go away

Mother, I’m so scared

I’m so scared

Empty bed but all of my sheets are gone

They’re wrapped around me and you

All is quiet but the drop of my gun

'Cause I, I want to belong to someone

But maybe life’s not for everyone