Pillow - Blonde Maze, Half an Orange

Lost and alone

I can still picture my home

Save some photos on my phone

Look through them when I am stoned

I’m usually numb by midnight

I’m too afraid I’m not alright

I hide away like the world bites

I squeeze my pillow until daylight

I’ve been staying out too much you

Know I really need some sleep now

All these demons in my head they move too fast

I need some peace now

I’m usually numb by midnight

I’m too scared to say I’m not alright

Turn away from my thoughts like they might bite

I squeeze my pillow until daylight

Everything I’ve ever known

I can never go back home now

Never waking up the world can hear me

Singing in my sleep

I’m usually numb by midnight

I’m too scared to say I’m not alright

Turn away from my thoughts like they might bite

I squeeze my pillow until daylight

Is someone there?

Is someone there?

Are they deaf to my own despair?