Death Anxiety - Bleeding Through

My body will be set aflame tonight

Even though my heart will remain, it’s cold as ice inside

I feel my fists are buried in the pavement

Helpless to the rotting cancer set to ruin my life

I awake to this anxiety

That every breath, every step might be my last

I feel I’m growing numb, a slight chill to my flesh

Like one million knives stabbing a hole through my chest

There is no comfort, my surroundings bleak as night

The angels of death are awaiting for me to line me in their sights

Lifeless, I fear the wrath of God

I hear the dead speak through the walls

Remember me, eternal sleep awaits me underground

I will await for you to follow to the other side

I feel closer now

To walk the dead

Every night I fear is the last with you

So please remember what it meant