Calendars - Blacklisted

Hands glued to the glass

You can’t touch me

Soon I’ll be leaving

This is the closest that we’ve ever been

Its just a night terror

Sweat, you’re not bleeding

Believe me

Stop speaking to me in your Suboxone dreams

Days counted like commissary

Bankrupt on feeling

I’ve also counted your days

All the times you nodded out and I thought you wouldn’t wake

I remember you as a child always running wild

Before your life was milked and siphoned out

Here we are now adults bound by plexiglass and gates

And I can’t help but think that this is all my fault

Hands glued to the glass

You can’t touch me

This is the closest that we’ve ever been