STATE OF EMERGENCY! - Bexey

They checkin' on me four times an hour, that’s 24/7

Took my shoe laces and every wire up out the bedroom

Knockin' like they witnesses of Jehovah

Every time they ask me about my emotions

I sink lower, I can’t control it

I made a friend today, a post traumatic stress ridden soldier

We don’t speak, but I noticed, not to slam the door when i close it

He afraid of loud noises

Me?

i’m still hearing voices

Got me lookin' around the room like

'There's plenty ways to do this'

Bed sheet 'round the doorknob, but yeah it might fall off

Rip the curtain off, tie it around the bar up in the wardrobe

I could punch the mirror, slit the wrist, bleed out in the corner

Annoyed & i’m bored of these thoughts, cause they torture

Who does the therapist see, when he needs therapy?

Who does the shrink see, when his mind shrinkin'?

Screamin' for help don’t work, they’ll tell you ''Be quiet''

Now all this silence is just turning me violent, i wanna

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

Break up out this bitch

My sanity has grown legs, sprintin' for gold medals

My pistol at fashion week, wearin' a jacket full of metal

Put the kettle on and even that forgot how to whistle

It’s shouting demonic chants and singing hymns by the devil

In the morning they’re gonna put me upon them antidepressants

It’s nearly Christmas and i’m still the furthest thing from present

When you break your arm, everybody wants to sign your cast

But when you fucked up in the brain they run the opposite way

So happy new year, i know it’s late

Yea i’ve been in rehab, still feelin' the same

Family swayin' me from relapse

And I wish that all of my buddies wasn’t on the ketamine

Pour my heart out while i hug em and they forget everything

And it hurts

I feel like overdosing on empathy

I feel everything and they don’t feel a thing

And it’s killin' me