In Nothingness - Bay Laurel

I’m lost within my dreams

Hiding from the life that I’ll never see

Nothing to see and nothing to feel

My body is no longer a part of me

I’m away… I’m alone…

In nothingness I can’t see your endless suffering

I can’t see your red eyes

In nothingness I can close the doors to the world

I’m in nothingness while time dies

I see faces in fear.

I hear screams in pain

I’m standing impassive with indifferent eyes

Because I don’t feel the reality in the world outside

And I don’t feel the fear that is dragging me down

I’m away… I’m alone…

In nothingness I can’t see your endless suffering

I can’t see your red eyes

In nothingness I can close the doors to the world

I’m in nothingness while time dies

Searching hands are trying to help but for me they are

Stealing

Trying to take my inner world from me

Taking my world from me

Please let me be

Don’t talk to me becuase I’m not even listening

Don’t take my hand to make me see the fear

Take away the flowers you’ve brought me because

They are reminding me of the world outside

I’m fading away into a deeper life

Where dreams are dwelling and feelings are gone

I’m all alone when you’re all here

I’m alone…

In nothingness