Viole (N) T - Atena

I can see the sounds running from the walls

I’m tasting colours no one else can see

My head is hollow, my body is heavy

It’s fucking happening you better be ready

this is the shit, do you feel it?

I’m fucking losing it

stumbling down the same direction, waking up from the same dream

Knowing it will never end, and I will never change

always tried my best with you and get us through this shit

but I guess I always knew it would finally come to this

I’ve fought this desire so many times before

But my mind is getting weaker and lust has only grown

you’re the last I have, my sister, my everything

shut up, don’t fucking look at me

shut up, don’t fucking look at me

cross my heart and hope to die

there’s nothing to stay for there’s nothing to find

feel her pain and turn around

I’m nothing but weak

locked jaw make her shut it

call the demons 666

mom is gone cause she’s not home

let’s keep it that way.

feel her pain, break her trust.

She will never be the same.

And I will never, never change.

Watch my love cold, scared and quivering in the corner

my biggest desire now empty content

the fear in her eyes turns it all intro crushing regret

cross my heart and hope to die.

I’m so fucking sorry

I’m so fucking sorry

I’m so fucking sorry