Indigo - Arcane Roots

Crawling back into my shell

I’m running

Thawing through winter to haul me to hell

And I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I’m not a thorn for you ever

Falling back into myself

I’m running

Waiting on someone to reach out again

And I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I’m not a thorn for you ever

And all you wanted was to see for yourself

Hollow-eyed without a low to repeat for myself

How will I hide

So give me something for the shame

I’m running

Holding my colour to see through the pain

Now I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I’m not a thorn for you ever

Just say the word and I’ll go, if that’s what you’re saying

All the years I self-proclaimed

And yet here I still remain

And if all the things I had to say

Are caught a million miles away

Will you know the truth before I lift my head?

We began outside the wall