Holding My Breath - Alien Weaponry

Before you judge me take a good hard look at yourself

You don’t know me but you’re draining me of mental health

A lie based on popular opinion

I want to die ’cos’ I can’t be forgiven

Locked in a room

Void of humanity

I’m in a black hole

Suffering endlessly

Opening my eyes is worse than death

That’s why I keep on holding my breath

The world is caving in all around me

I see myself as a vulgar monstrosity

My mind collapsed into a technical mess

I can’t deal with the guilt that I have to ingest

Locked in a room

Void of humanity

I’m in a black hole

Suffering endlessly

Opening my eyes is worse than death

That’s why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Worse than death … Holding my breath

Worse than death … Holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath

Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath