To Myself - Alfie Arcuri

How could I do this to myself for so long?

How could I do this to myself, it was wrong

I can’t blame nobody else

Why did I do this to myself?

Memories and scars of a childhood mind

We are just standing in the shadows with no sense of time

Am I just lost?

Can’t find my way home

I’m just gonna stand on the edge

And feel what it’s like to fall

'Cause I’m tired of being afraid

But I’m not ready to let go

How could I do this to myself for so long?

How could I do this to myself, it was wrong

I can’t blame nobody else

Why did I do this to myself?

Why did I do this to myself?

Stand on the edge

And feel what it’s like to fall

'Cause I’m tired of being afraid

But I’m not ready to let go, ooh

How could I do this to myself for so long?

Why did I do this to myself, it was wrong

I can’t blame nobody else

Why did I do this to myself?

Ooh

Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

Was it wrong for me to give you my all?

I can’t blame nobody else

How did I do that to myself?

(Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah)

You can chain me but I won’t​ stay down (Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah)

I’d forget me just to please the crowd (Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah)

But not anymore, no, no

I’ll never do that to myself