Living Hell - ALAZKA

In the end my composure collapses

Crossing out my name

Leaving all I created in ashes

Again, again

But tell me I won’t be forgotten

Lost in the darkness, died for nothing

No way back home

Gotta make it on my own

Now I’m reaching out in fear for a dying light

Leaving every other option out of sight

I’m a burning soul

Dancing on my own

In the end my composure collapses

Leaving all I created in ashes

I’ve been telling lies, alibis, blurring the truth

The price I have paid for my actions was you

Now that I lost every lifeline

Breaking the promise of a lifetime

Throw me off track

Find my way through hell and back

Now I’ll make it up to you, had to see myself

Through the unforgiving eyes of someone else

All the warning signs

Washed away in time

In the end my composure collapses

Leaving all I created in ashes

I’ve been telling lies, alibis, blurring the truth

The price I have paid for my actions was you

Fuck

Now I’m pushing what’s left of me over the edge

All the guilt and the shame

What I tried to pretend, who I was in the end

Erase my name

In the end my composure collapses

Leaving all I created in ashes

I’ve been telling lies, alibis, blurring the truth

The price I have paid for my actions was you

Was you