it’s a bad dream - 93PUNX, Victor Kwesi Mensah, Good Charlotte

I hide behind my madness

Outside, inside, I'm damaged

Suicide, it might get tragic

Maybe it’s a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream

Every time I look at me

I try so hard but I can't seem

To find a shred of decency

But maybe it’s a good thing, it's a good thing

Addicted to my sadness

Just another of my bad, bad habits

This shit gets hard to manage

Manic-depressive, sociopathic

I attract mistakes like a magnet

Chase pussy like I'm playing in traffic

Till I crash it, end up in a casket

Maybe it's a good thing, is anybody listening?

(Yeah)

Double fisting, driving like I'm drifting, yeah

Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James, yeah

Half demon, half saint, that's a split-screen

Glad to be insane, mad for existing

I'm giving up ’cause I don’t believe

I'm never gonna find a better part of me

I’m showing out, only what they see

I'm always running circles when I try to leave

This broken soul, but I can't let go

And I lose control when I'm on my own again

My childhood never lasted

My pain is everlasting

I’m flying, but I'm crashing

Maybe it's a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream

When it's all in front of me

I make a mess of everything

I fuck it up in spite of me

Maybe it's a good thing, it's a good thing

There's a hell at the bottom of the well

Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help

Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps

Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no winning so I dealt

Strapped to a Kamikaze plane, killing Nazis

Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me

Not even the government want problems with my posse

Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like Mobb Deep

Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me, yeah

Let the block beat, swinging like I'm Rocky, yeah

With my back against the wall, you couldn't box me

Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free

I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe

I'm never gonna find a better part of me

I'm showing out, only what they see

I'm always running circles when I try to leave

This broken soul, but I can't let go

And I lose control when I'm on my own again