How Will I Laugh Tomorrow - Suicidal Tendencies

Here I sit and watch my world

Come crumbling down

I cry for help but no one’s around

Silently screaming as I bang my head

Against the wall

It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion

But how could I explain?

How can I explain?

Kind of like the scent of a rose

With words I can’t explain

The same with my pain

Caught up in emotion

Goes over my head

Goes over my head

Sometimes I got to think to myself

«Is this life or death?

Am I living or am I dead?»

The clock keeps ticking

But nothing else seems to change

Problems never solved, just rearranged

And when I think about

All the times that I’ve had

Some were good, most were bad

I search for personality

And I look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind

Pain and hate is all I find

Find no hope in nothing new

And I never had a dream come true

Lies and hate and agony

And through my eyes that’s all I see

If I’m gonna cry

Will you wipe away my tears?

If I’m gonna die

Lord, please take away my fear

Before I drown in sorrow

Well I just want to say

How will I laugh tomorrow

If I can’t even smile today?

Today, today, today

When I can’t even smile today

Today, today, today

When I can’t even smile today

How will I laugh tomorrow

When I can’t even smile today?

How will I laugh tomorrow

When I can’t even smile today?

You think something’s funny?

Laugh at this!

So when I look outside my room

I see the world, but not the reason

What is done to me is not fair

You call it fair, I call it treason

But I know not what to do

Give me a sign I’ll take whatever

But if you want me here I am

Ain’t gonna die forever

And I tried to hold ya

But you just turned away

And I tried to tell ya

But not a word I say

I cried out so loudly

But you just covered your ears

And gave me all the signs

That you ignored my tears

So if you want me here I am

I sit here waiting your decision

But my body fights my mind

I’m headed straight for a collision

So am I getting near or am I still

Looking in all the wrong places?

But the only thing that seems to change

Are the looks on the faces

Doesn’t anyone?

Seems like no one cares at all

I search for personality

And look for things I cannot see

(Does anyone even care at all?)

Love and peace flash through my mind

Pain and hate is all I find

(Seems like no one cares at all)

Find no hope in nothing new

When I never had a dream come true

(Does anyone even care at all?)

Lies and hate and agony

Through my eyes that’s all I see

(Seems like no one cares at all)

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow

When I can’t even smile today?

Today, today

When I can’t even smile today

Today, today

When I can’t even smile today

How will I laugh tomorrow

When I can’t even smile today?

How will I laugh tomorrow

When I can’t even smile today?