Speakin' My Peace - 2020

I’m ill mental

Feels like I’ve been losin' my brain

My momma loves me

But she doesn’t know I’m insane

I bottle everything

Cuz I’m not the type to complain

I am a loner so I disconnect from people just to maintain

Fuck gold chains, pills and cocaine, catch me at Whole Foods overpaying for

some whole grains

My brain sucks, it likes to abuse me

So I’m going AWOL, (sail!)

Excuse me

People that I know are stuffing girls like manicotti

As for me I’m still confused about the human body

I swear to god a lot of people act like everybody

But I don’t bother being just another carbon copy

I’m here to make an impact, in fact, my motive is intact

You know I’m in that elevator

Rising, levitating, creating, and also innovating things of greater nature than

my president and legislator

(yo) I think I finally found the freakin' answer

Too much hesitating isn’t how to beat the cancer

(Now is finally time to live a life and be me)

(If I’m not rapper after this I’m not free)

Yeah, one day I awoke and I was feeling kinda hopeless

So I clocked into my shift and I started shifting my focus

Had to check myself, make sure it wasn’t psychosis

Crazy creeps up, when you’re too impaired to notice

Of all people I know this, but «fuck it!»

I screamed

I’ll be damned if I am living without following dreams

And I don’t sleep

So I fantasize every week

I guess it’s why I seem to think that I’m so freakin' unique

So come see, I could be the biggest name this town

Not even Bri Lee could try to overshadow me now

I’m 3-D but my soul stays astrally bound

My CD kinda sucked but words gettin' around

Muting the sound

My head stuck shut in the ground

Get-gettin' around to things better than then

I’m end-endin it now

Nothin' left to defend

We’re the same organic waste rottin away in the end

You got a pocket full of cash, I got a pocket of zen

Keep on givin' me advice and i’ll ignore it again

Anybody on this Earth could play the fool and pretend

That 30 years of school and money is a god send

I’m sick and tired so I’m movin' up and outta this state

It’s been a stagnant 22 years, can you relate

Whatever happens next, I do really await

And if I faceplant know that I can’t change fate

I’m not living great, not like my former classmates

Raised pay, making 65k of the gate

I never play safe, gotta lotta gas in the tank

And when it mixes with my passion that shit bursts into flames

I’m like a grenade

Serenading you with my rhymes

And in the middle of a very sick and difficult time

But with a little bit of practice it’ll help me to climb

I’m not settling

I could change my life on a dime

Yeah, you may think you know me but bro you don’t know the things in store

It’s no wonder that I haven’t thrived in a department store

Give it a minute and I will show you what I’m livin' for

I was made to shake it up and I can’t take it anymore

And if World War 3 doesn’t break out by the time, that I’m in my prime,

I’ll be out here shifting all the paradigms

Yeah, I’m just what the doctor prescribed

Free from record deals, steel beams, corruption and bribes

I am lookin' forward to the day I make a killing making music, rappin, rockin,

givin' love and lovin' living

Let me make it clear to you this is just the beginning

I will not slow down until I’m undoubtedly winning

And now I’m speaking my peace, and speaking for the release of every soul

that’s been weighed down by the elite

In the past I sat back and just grinded my teeth, and minded the beef,

and stayed blind to race and deceit

But now I’m sharing the love, staring in disbelief, at all the hate that’s

being brought into our neighborhood streets

But with this heat, flowin dope over the beat, you can hear meet me in the

middle while I’m speaking my peace